My mother got me dinner from a Dhaba last night.
And mom was all loving and wanted me to finish the most of it.
And then I started feeling sick. And fat. And ugly.
I want to make it better by exercising. But something tells me it has a lot to with my state of mind. I am depressed or tending towards depression most of the time. And I eat. I feel too much and I eat to stifle my feelings.
I am almost grateful that I have exams coming up from next week. So I can busy myself with learning things. That's what I am supposed to be doing on a study leave anyway. Not eat and feel crappy about myself.
This is why I love writing. My problem literally solved itself.....not really. But it helps to share.