I'm transitioning into another new normal. This will take time. The new normal is how I define phases of my life that abruptly become a way of living. I have gone through at least three before. This one's a little tricky, because I'm conscious of this happening, now. I want to take control of it, resist it, hope and plead it to please go away. It won't though. I have no choice but to be friends with Pain, she doesn't give me any false hope.
We stay up at night and sing to each other:
"Don't you think we ought to know by now ?.. Don't you think we should have learned somehow ?.."